Monday, March 04, 2002

 

Grrr. Roommates. I haven’t had access to my computer all day because Elisa took my power adapter (hers isn’t working) and I ran my battery out. Then she comes home and starts whining. She’s all upset because she isn’t going to get to see Ian more than ten minutes a day for the rest of the week. Then she’s going to Miami with him for 8 days… Then she complains she isn’t going to see him during the summer except on weekends. And so she complains to me that it’s not fair. Let me think here… I haven’t seen Chad since January 7th. I won’t see him until Easter week. And after that I won’t see him until May. Then, over the summer, I will only see him on weekends. Who has the right to complain about the injustices of life?

I tried to point that out… and she told me that obviously I don’t love Chad as much as she loves Ian. Which pisses me off. Just because I can function when Chad’s in another state means I don’t love him as much? That can’t be right. Granted, if I didn’t call or try to keep in touch, she might have a point. But Chad and I talk every day… and it really kills me that he’s not here. Or I’m not there… but I don’t see that whining about it will make it any better. I live with it, knowing its not forever… I’ll finish school eventually. But meanwhile, every time Ian’s out of sight for ten minutes, Esa’s going to whine about how much she misses him and how it’s not fair that they have to be apart. Which makes me sick. Grrr.

But, thinking about eventually getting out of school, I discovered that, if I take Physics II this summer at home, and if my class schedules work out, I may be able to graduate on time without staying here one summer. But I can definitely graduate on time if I stay one summer. So we’ll see how next semester goes… if I can handle 18 hrs of tech stuff, I’ll try to do without the summer. Otherwise, I’ll talk to Dr. Hardin and see what he thinks… and if I can get the summer paid for somehow.

Oh well…. I guess I’m off to eat dinner….

posted by Deedee 6:11 PM