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Thursday, April 11, 2002


 
Yippee :-) Somehow, Amanda Layfield and I managed to pull of the highlighting thing.... And we did a dadgum good job of it, too :-) So now I have really awesome red highlights in my hair. Sometime tongiht I hope to take some pictures of it....

It was really nice to escape to Amanda's room for a few hours and talk about fun things.... like computers and hair and gay guys and girl stuff.... and not have the conversation turn to porn or personal sex stories or my chest measurement, or other odd topics that seem to come up when I'm out with a group of guys. I'd forgotten how much I missed having a little bit of girl time.

And the doctor's visit was blah, but not that bad. It could have been worse. Myra says that the only thing she can find wrong with me (pending getting my test results back) is that I'm really tense. *duh* And she saved me $25 by not running STD tests... that was awfully nice of her. She renewed my perscription for another year... so, barring sickness, I shouldn't have to go back until next April. *happy happy joy joy*

I think that my little blonde friend may have actually found himself a girlfriend.... but he's not admitting to anything yet. The only thing about it is.... I know her. Somehow it would be so much better if I didn't. But I know that, for the most part, this chick is a "good girl"... She's in my Calculus class now, and we had cal I and Intro to Engineering together last semester, plus she knows Elisa from back home. And the whole thing is worrying me... This girl is not a very forceful person. As in, she would rather go along with something she thinks is a bad idea, rather than risk hurting someone's feelings. Plus, she's really niaeve. Add that to a guy, though not the type to start something, admits he's just out to experiment... and considers himself a porn expert... and tells me everything... That brings me to the real problem. Greg's going to tell me what, if anything, happens in this relationship. Which is bad enough if the girl is some nameless person who lives in Memphis... but really sucks if I know the girl envolved. And I know that one of them will end up getting hurt. Either the girl will get tired of him, and break it off, and he'll be all dejected, and come over here and cry and stuff.... or they'll make out for a while, and the guy will discover that yes, he really is gay, and she'll feel like she "turned" him gay.... grrr.

I wish people would let me control their lives .... I wouldn't screw it up, like they do *grin*

On a happier note, I get to go square dancing next weekend... with the Baptist student union (and y'all didn't think that baptists danced). I think I've been recruited as Tim's partner... which will be fun. I haven't been to a barn dance since homecoming :-) And, the same weekend, Scorpion King comes out, so Brian and I will prob'ly go see that next weekend, too.

Oh well.... I guess I better go try and back up my hard drive.... it's making funny noises, and my touchpad is starting to fail.... time to send the laptop back before the warrenty runs out :-)
posted by Deedee 4:52 PM

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