Do you ever have a question you just really want answered, but you don't want to ask because you know it's not your place? And you htink you hear snatches of the answer in different places from different people, but you never get the full story, or even enough of the story to figure out if it's the same story or about the same people your question concerns... and it seems like people are teasing you with the answer, but you know they're not, because your not even sure if they know you don't know... Or know that you wonder... and then you think maybe you wouldn't really want to know the answer... maybe it would upset you, or change things somehow.... and you think that maybe just asking the question would change things... but not knowing is killing you.
I hate unanswered questions...
But don't mind me... i haven't had enough sleep, and I'm making things up... must.... sleep... tonight. Sleep dep ceases to be fun when you start seeing things.... But sleep is well on the way... I get off of work in 4 hours... then make a Wally World run, home to pack and stuff, and off to bed. And to Memphis tomorrow :-)
posted by Deedee 1:23 PM
This is my brain..... in part, at least.
