Friday, November 22, 2002

 

Blah... I hate school. And I hate being sick even more. Blah. Blah.

So Hamaker sent me an e-mail back and basically said I had too many hours, poor time management skills, and I didn't understand the material. And that if I wanted to pass, I needed to spend like, three hours a day in his office. And that's not happening. So I don't know what's going to happen with that. I'll deal, I guess. I don't know what I'll do if I'm stuck here for an extra semester... If Chad and I want to get married the summer of 2004, and I'm still in school that fall... that will only work if he is here. And we don't know that yet. So my entire life is up in the air over Circuit Analysis. I never knew engineering could be this much fun...

I'm so sick... I'm sick of being sick. I feel totally lifeless. And I feel like a druggie... I'm on three perscriptions right now (not including my hormones), plus two inhalers, over the counter Nyquil and Wal-Tussin, and an assortment of vitamins and herbs and crap. It feels like I'm eating a bowl of pills for breakfast or something... And, almost all of these drugs have side effects that include nausea and fatigue. Nausea's not too much of a problem, as I have had like, NO appitiete in the last week. The fatigue is killing me. But that's ok... I can sleep this weekend.

I have gotten like, 10 hours of sleep in the last four days. Not sleeping sucks. But I haven't had a whole lot of choice... I've been up in the lab working on stuff until after 2am every night... I beginning to wonder how much of my CSIII group project is going to function properly. It's due Monday, and.... Yeah. At least Jeremy is working on it really hard, too... I don't mind pulling all-nighters, but it sucks to do it by myself. Jeremy has really pulled through in the last couple of days... and stayed up in the lab until 2am working on stuff with me. He even kicked me out last night (this morning) and told me I needed to go home and sleep. Which I tried to do... but between antibiotic induced nightmares about coding auction sites, and coughing my lungs up, I didn't get very much sleep. We still have a lot to do on the site... I'll be up there tomorrow and on Sunday... prolly all night Sunday night.

But not today... nope. I'm taking the day off. And trying to get better. And sleeping. And making a Wally-World run for coughdrops and soup. And sleeping. A lot. Hopefully. Yeah.

posted by Deedee 3:41 PM