So yesterday I have a bad day... it was long, and frustrating. I go to Insight, which was nice... but when I get home, the only thing I want to do is talk to Chad and go to bed... I've been waiting all day to talk to Chad... and we IM back and forth while my roommate and her boyfriend cuddle and look cute on her bed. And Chad calls... and we spent less than an hour on the phone before he had to go eat and I had to go sleep. And a majority of that hour consisted of this:
Chad: *click click click click click*
Me: What are you doing?
Chad: *pause* uh... nothing.
Me: You're typing.
Chad: uh... yeah.... *laughs* Just a sec. *click click click click*
Me: I had a bad day today... it was long and frustrating, and i got nothing done.
Chad: *pause* uh huh... *laughs* Jus a sec. *click click click click click*
Me: I'm dumber than a carrot, and I have ugly feet.
Chad: *click click click click* *laughs* Just a sec... *long pause*
Me: You're not listening to me...
Chad: *click click click click click* Sure I am. You said you were.... You are not dumber than a carrot!!
It apparently upset me more than I thought it did, because I'm still frustrated by it. I realize that Chad is extremely busy... and that with karate and projects and stuff, he's prob'ly busier than I am. But I only get to talk to Chad one or two hours a day, becasue of our schedules, time zones, etc... and dadgum it if I'm not going to be selfish with that time. Am I being unreasonable?
Now that I've said all that... Chad, I'm not really mad at you. I'm just frustrated. Most of this prob'ly has to do with the fact that I don't feel good to begin with. But I'll tlak to you tonight, and you can yell at me for saying bad things about you in my blog :-) I love you....
posted by Deedee 12:49 PM
This is my brain..... in part, at least.
